We are officially 10 days away from meeting our precious baby Magnolia, I am excited and scared but mostly anxious on a daily basis. I just hope and pray we make it without anything going wrong, I can't help feeling like this, its always at the back of my mind. With us losing Leland at 39 weeks and his 3rd birthday being just a few days away on the 14th, I cannot help fearing and imagining the worst. I have to leave it in God's hands, good thing I trust him fully!
No matter how anxious I feel, I also feel very grateful, I can't wait to see my beautiful baby daughters face and to hold her tightly. As I write this, she is wriggling away and this makes me smile, Its like she is telling me not to worry so much.
Tomorrow we go for what I believe will be our last OBS appointment, please pray all is well!
This next week is going to be tough! I will have to keep real busy but also give myself time to rest.
No matter how anxious I feel, I also feel very grateful, I can't wait to see my beautiful baby daughters face and to hold her tightly. As I write this, she is wriggling away and this makes me smile, Its like she is telling me not to worry so much.
Tomorrow we go for what I believe will be our last OBS appointment, please pray all is well!
This next week is going to be tough! I will have to keep real busy but also give myself time to rest.